December 2010
loveandnerds asked: I fucking love you. I know I posted your question, but i had to have that on my blog. <3
I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the...
– Henry David Thoreau (via rememberwhenwewerekids)
would you really rush out
for me now?
Pray for the people inside your head, for they won’t be there when you’re dead…
– Johnny Flynn (via justdontthink)
I didn't understand, I was a cold tear in your raw...
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“I’ve never been lonely. I’ve been in a room - I’ve felt suicidal. I’ve been depressed. I’ve felt awful - awful beyond all - but I never felt that one other person could enter that room and cure what was bothering me…or that any number of people could enter that room. In other words, loneliness is something I’ve never been bothered with because I’ve always had this terrible itch for solitude. It’s...
crispyrealization asked: N'sync
yeahhhhhhh bitchessssss
yeahhhhhhh bitchessssss
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i can remember the first song i ever heard from...
this would be a fun tumblr game. someone more popular than me start it.
you're still the one pool where i'd happily drown
crispyrealization asked: Hi.
Thank you for following, love :)
Thank you for following, love :)
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guess where i am?
top of the world, bottom of the ocean
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longdeeptalksandnighttimewalks- asked: gosh ; this is so fuckin cute !
thank you sooo much for writing me that !
your blog is gorgeous, for real ! xx
thank you sooo much for writing me that !
your blog is gorgeous, for real ! xx
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babysitting at 9 tonight
going in my pajamas
Existence— well, what does it matter? I’ve existed for the best use I can. The...
– Ian Curtis (via ribbonsandtie)
To the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you
– Ian Curtis
keep speaking, continue to fill the empty spaces with your words
endless, i am endless
sometimes, i fear that god has condemned me to live a very long life. and i know that the only thing keeping me here is the fear of death that he must have instilled in me. i don’t know where it came from. i used to be so fearless. every night i lie awake and try to list every person that would miss me if i was gone. imagine all the words i would never write, all the stories i would never...
This place is a dream. Only a sleeper considers it real. Then death comes like...
– Rumi (via -novocainekisses)
tonight i will be medication free
for the first time in almost 3 years. i don’t remember how it feels to not be taking pills. i don’t remember what real, natural fatigue feels like. only the feeling of sleeping pills filling up my brain and drugging me to sleep. my nights have revolved around pills for too long. tonight, i will be free. i don’t know if i can put into words how hard this decision was for me to...
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andrew garfield is perfect
i've fallen like the leaves
everytime i stop writing i think a part of me just dies. i should never stop. not even for a few days. it’s so good for me, it gets me through the day sometimes. i hate when i feel so awful i can’t even find the energy to write. i have to do it. i’m not the same when i don’t.
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